I am feeling a bit left out at the moment, even though I shouldn't feel that way. I don't know what I can do to not feel this way. I can say this though, I hate feeling this way, since it's painful.
I am trying my hardest to not be pushy, but I don't know how long that will last before I start demanding it.
I already demand things with some people who may not deserve the way I demand things, but I have gotten tired of how they want to exclude me. It is sad that I feel this way. I hope I come out of it soon.